Friday, September 9, 2011

Don't be a selfer...


Imagine heaven.  Imagine hell.

We are given a stark contrast, in the Bible, between heaven and hell.

Imagine hell.

Hell is described as a “lake that burns with fire and sulfur,” (Revelation 21: 8, ESV).  In hell, we are told that “their worm does not die and fire is not quenched” (Mark 9:48, ESV).  Another version translates worms as maggots (NLT).  Imagine rotting for eternity in your burning flesh, being eaten for eternity by maggots, but not even having death as an option to give you relief.

We know from the scripture who those who go to hell are:  the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murders, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars” (Revelation 21: 8, ESV).  John said, “Then I saw a great white throne and him who was seated on it.  From his presence earth and sky fled away, and no place was found for them.  And I saw the dead, great and small, standing before the throne, and books were opened.  Then another book was opened, which is the book of life.  And the dead were judged by what was written in the books, according to what they had done.  And the sea gave up the dead who were in it, and Death and Hades gave up the dead who were in them, and they were judged, each one of them, according to what they had done. Then Death and Hades were thrown into the lake of fire.  This is the second death, the lake of fire.  And if anyone’s name was not found written in the book of life, he was thrown into the lake of fire” (Revelation 20:11-15, ESV).

Imagine heaven.

“Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more.  And I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.  And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, ‘Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man.  He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God.  He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.  And he how was seated on the throne said, ‘Behold, I am making all things new.’  Also he said, ‘Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.’  And he said to me, ‘It is done!  I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end.  To the thirsty I will give from the spring of the water of life without payment.  The one who conquers will have this heritage, and I will be his God and he will be my son.  But as for the cowardly, the faithless, the detestable, as for murders, the sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars, their portion will be in the lake that burns with fire and sulfur, which is the second death.’

“Then came one of the seven angels who had the seven bowls full of the seven last plagues and spoke to me, saying, “Come, I will show you the Bride, the wife of the Lamb.”  And he carried me away in the Spirit to a great, high mountain and showed me the holy city Jerusalem coming down out of heaven from God, having the glory of God, its radiance like a most rare jewel, like a jasper, clear as crystal.  It had a great, high wall, with twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and on the gates the names of the twelve tribes of the sons of Israel were inscribed—on the east three gates, on the north three gates, on the south three gates, and on the west three gates.  And the wall of the city had twelve foundations, and on them were the twelve apostles of the Lamb.  And the one who spoke with me had a measuring rod of gold to measure the city and its gates and walls.  The city lies foursquare, its length the same as its width.  And he measured the city with his rod, 12,000 stadia.  Its length and width and height are equal.  He also measured its wall, 144 cubits by human measurement, which is also an angel’s measurement.  The wall was built of jasper, while the city was pure gold, clear as glass.  The foundations of the wall of the city were adorned with every kind of jewel.  The first was jasper, the second sapphire, the third agate, the fourth emerald, the fifth onyx, the sixth carnelian, the seventh crysolite, the eighth beryl, the ninth topaz, the tenth chrysophrase, the eleventh jacinth, the twelfth amethyst.  And the twelve gates were twelve pearls, each of the gates made of a single pearl, and the street of the city was pure gold, transparent as glass.

“And I saw no temple in the city, for its temple is the Lord God the Almighty and the Lamb.  And the city has no need of sun or boon to shine on it, for the glory of God gives it light, and its lamp is the Lamb.  By its light will the nations walk, and the kinds of the earth will bring their glory into it, and its gates will never be shut by day—and there will be no night there.  They will bring into it the glory and the honor of the nations.  But nothing unclean will ever enter it, nor anyone who does what is detestable or false, but only those who are written in the Lamb’s book of life” (Revelation 21:1-27, ESV).

David said:

“For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb.  I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.  Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well  My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth.  Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them” (Psalms 139: 13-16, ESV). 

Our every action, and possible action, God knows.  He will judge us according to them, unless our names are written in the Lamb’s book of life.

How does one get his name written in the Lamb’s book of life?

Paul and Silas were asked this question by the Philippian jailer who imprisoned them, “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?” (Acts 16:30, ESV).  “And they said, ‘Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved, you and your household” (Acts 16:31, ESV).

David sad, “I have chosen the way of faithfulness, I set your rules before me” (Psalm 119:30, ESV).  This is also translated: “I have chosen the way of truth, I have set my heart on your laws” (Psalm 119:30, NIV).”

Jesus told his disciples, “Let not your hearts be troubled.  Believe in God; believe also in me.  In my Father’s house are many rooms.  If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you?  And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also. And you know the way to where I am going” (John 14:1-4, ESV). 

Doubting, Thomas replied, “Lord, we do not know where you are going.  How can we know the way?” (John 14:5).

Jesus responded, “I am the way, the truth, and the life.  No one comes to the Father except through me.  If you had known me, you would have known my Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him” (John 14: 6-7, ESV).

Jesus, on earth, was the incarnation of the Father, in heaven.  Incarnation is defined by Merriam-Webster, Inc., (2011) as, “the embodiment of a deity or spirit in some earthly form” (para. 1).  Basically, Jesus was God in an “earth suit,” similar to yours and mine.  Some people feel that they know God, but do not acknowledge Jesus as God.  They don’t know how wrong they are.

My pastor, Dr. Jim Shaddix, once said, “God is the only God that will ever be, Jesus is the only God you will ever see, and the Holy Spirit is the only God you will ever feel.”  Jesus said, “God is spirit, and those who worship him must worship in spirit and in truth” (John 4: 24, ESV).  Jesus did not stop being God when he was born in a body, nor did he cease being God when he died and rose again.  (That is why he was able to rise again).  Before he died, he gave this promise to us:  “These things I have spoken to you while I am still with you.  But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to you,” (John 14:25-26, ESV).  The King James Version (KJV) translates the word that the English Standard Version (ESV) uses “Helper” for, as “Comforter,” to describe the nature of the Holy Spirit.  The New International Version (NIV) uses “Counselor,” do describe his action.

God gave us rules to follow, called “God’s Law.”  Originally, he gave these rules to the Jews through Moses, long after making his covenant with Abraham.  Presumed lack of knowledge of God’s rules does not justify our inadequacy in keeping them.  In Romans, Paul explains, “All who sin apart from the law will also perish apart from the law, and all who sin under the law will be judged by the law.  For it is not those who hear the law who are righteous in God’s sight, but it is those who obey the law who will be declared righteous.  (Indeed, when Gentiles, who do not have the law, do by nature things required by the law, they are a law for themselves, even though they do not have the law, since they show that the requirements of the law are written on their hearts, their consciences also bearing witness, and their thoughts now accusing, now even defending them.)  This will take place on the day when God will judge men’s secrets through Jesus Christ, as my gospel declares” (Romans 2:12-16, ESV).  Whether you are a Jew or a Gentile, you have no excuse:  God’s law was told to us and written on our hearts.  Yet man, in his evil nature, chose to oppose God.

In Romans, Paul instructs us, “The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of men who suppress the truth by their wickedness, since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.  For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened.  Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like mortal man and birds and animals and reptiles. Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another.  They exchanged the truth of God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than the Creator—who is forever praised.  Amen.  Because of this, God gave them over to shameful lusts.  Even their women exchanged natural relations for unnatural ones.  In the same way the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another.  Men committed indecent acts with other men, and received in themselves the due penalty for their perversion.  Furthermore, since they did not think it worthwhile to retain the knowledge of God, he gave them over to a depraved mind, to do what ought not to be done.  They have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil, greed, and depravity.  They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, and malice.  They are gossips, slanderers, God-haters, insolent, arrogant, and boastful; they invent ways of doing evil; they disobey their parents; they are senseless, faithless, heartless, ruthless.  Although they know God’s righteous decree that those who do such things deserve death, they not only continue to do these very things but also approve of those who practice them” (Romans 1, ESV).

Paul continues, “You, therefore, have no excuse, you who pass judgment on someone else, for at whatever point you judge the other, you are condemning yourself, because you who pass judgment do the same things”  (Romans 2:1, ESV).

We are expected to obey God’s rules, but he does not expect us to do it alone.  He died so the Holy Spirit could come and help us keep God’s law.  Jesus said, “I have said all these to you to keep you from falling away.  They will put you out of the synagogues.  Indeed, the hour is coming when whoever kills you will think he is offering service to God.  And they will do these things because they have not known the Father, nor me.  But I have said these things to you, that when their hour comes you may remember that I told them to you.  I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because I was with you.  But now I am going to him who sent me, and none of you asks me, ‘Where are you going?’ But because I have said these things to you, sorrow ahs filled your heart.  Nevertheless, I tell you the truth: it is to your advantage that I go away, for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to you. But if I go, I will send him to you.  And when he comes, he will convict the world concerning sin and righteousness and judgment:  concerning sin, because they do not believe in me; concerning righteousness, because I go to the Father, and you will see me no longer; concerning judgment, because the ruler of this world is judged” (John 16:1-11, ESV).

There are still people who, despite the promptings of the Holy Spirit, do not keep his rules.  Do you?  There was a time in my life when I didn’t.  As a late teen and young adult, I strayed far from God’s law.  However, like the prodigal son, I returned to the teachings of God that I had received in my youth.  When I was reaping the penalties of my disobedience, returning to God’s word offered me hope.  The verses I had memorized as a child returned to the forefront of my thoughts as the Holy Spirit spoke them to me.

We are expected to repent of our sins.  I repented of my sins, and was forgiven.  The same Pilate who sentenced Jesus to death, earlier, had some of the Galilean Jew’s blood “mingled with their sacrifices” (Luke 13:1, ESV).  Jesus said, “Do you think that these Galileans were worse sinners than other Galileans, because they suffered in this way?  No, I tell you, but unless you repent, you will all likewise perish.  Or those eighteen on whom the tower in Siloam fell and killed them: do you think that they were worse offenders than all the others who lived in Jerusalem? No, I tell you; but unless you repent, you will all likewise perish” (Luke 13:2-5, ESV).

To God, sin is sin is sin.  John the Baptist taught us to repent of our sins: “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand” (Matthew 3: 2, ESV).  There is no greater or lesser evil.  James said, “For whoever keeps the whole law but fails in one point his become accountable for all of it” (James 2:10, ESV).  Jesus said, “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them.  For truly I say to you, until heaven and earth pass away, not an iota, not a dot, will pass from the Law until all is accomplished.  Therefore whoever relaxes one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever does them and teaches them will be called great in the kingdom of heaven” (Matthew 5:17-20, ESV).

As a child I was taught that we are saved by grace, as we are, but no one told me that the law of God still stood despite grace.  If I had understood that, I may not have engaged in the sins that I engaged in when those temptations came.  By my actions, I taught others that as a professing Christian, it was okay to do those things.  Despite praying numerous times to receive Jesus, and actually being baptized as a child and as adult more than once, I could tell there was no change in my life, until recently.  I wonder if God waited to accept my prayer of salvation until after I was done disobeying his laws, and only accepted when I was truly repentant.  I had to get to the point of realizing that my own efforts could not save me.  My attempt to live the “Christian life” by executing, on my own, a script for “correct Christian behavior,” accomplished nothing.  I had to come to God totally broken, realizing that “for it is by grace you have been saved through faith.  And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast” (Ephesians 2:8-9, ESV).  I had to realize what grace really meant (and I am still learning)…”And you were dead in the trespasses and sins in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience—among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind.  But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved—and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of this grace and kindness toward us in Jesus Christ” (Ephesians 2:1-7, ESV).

God’s grace offers us a plan of redemption.  Redemption is ransom for life.  David said, “Truly no man can ransom another, or give to God the price of his life, for the ransom of their life is costly and can never suffice, that he should live on forever and never see the pit” (Psalms 49:7-9).  A sinful life cannot pay the ransom for another sinful life.  That is why God needed to come as Jesus, to live a sinless life and die for our sins.  Jesus said, “Truly, truly, I say to you, the Son can do nothing of his own accord, but only what he sees the Father doing.  For what the Father does, that the Son does likewise” (John 5:19, ESV).  Jesus could see God, but no one else could.  John said, “No one has ever seen God; the only God, who is at the Father’s side, he has made him known” (John 1:18, ESV).  We are justified by faith that Jesus’ death was our ultimate penalty for sin.  He was sinless, but could only do what he saw God doing.  We, who can’t see God, and act sinfully, were justified in the death of Jesus, who could see God and acted accordingly.  Isaiah prophesied, “Out of the anguish of his soul he shall see and be satisfied; by his knowledge shall  the righteous one, my servant,  make many to be accounted righteous, and he shall bear their iniquities” (Isaiah 53:11, ESV).  The NIV translates the Hebrew as, “by his knowledge my righteous servant will justify many, and he will bear their iniquities” (Isaiah 53:11, NIV).  By faith in Jesus Christ, we are justified:  “Therefore since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.  Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God.  More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearths through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us” (Romans 5:1-5, ESV).

Justification is a legal term that describes the instance of our being justified by the death of Jesus Christ.  John Bouvier (1856) defined justification (a definition that still applies in court, today):  “The act by which a party accused shows and maintains a good and legal reason in court, why he did the thing he is called upon to answer.”  Our justification is thus:  we were once governed by the flesh, but now that we walk in the Spirit, which was given to us by Jesus, we are able to do that which we were unable to accomplish in the flesh, namely obeying God’s law. 

But justification is not where the gift of God ends.  Some teach that sanctification is the process of being “set apart for God’s work and being conformed to the image of Christ” (Slick, 2011, para. 3).  Where justification was a legal term used to describe the instance we were justified, sanctification is taught to be the process by which we are made like Jesus.  I don’t disagree with that.  However to some, “Sanctification is not instantaneous because it is not the work of God alone.  The justified person is actively involved in submitting to God’s will, resisting sin, seeking holiness, and working to be more godly” (Slick, 2011, para. 3).  However, that doesn’t align with scripture, and is too similar to a works-based philosophy.  When Paul spoke of sanctification, t was usually in the past-tense, and refers to Christ’s work in us, not our own.  This verse in Romans should make it clear:  “For those whom he foreknew, he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.  And those whom he predestined, he also called, and those whom he called, he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified” (Romans 8:29-30).  In his prayer to the church in Thessalonica, he said, “Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ” (1 Thessalonians 5:23, ESV).  There isn’t any room for me in that picture, now, is there?

I believe I may have progressed through life, not a Christian, yet believing I was.  I felt like it was me who had to live the Christian life.  Instead, God is now living the Christian life through me.  Where I was habitually suicidal, though a professed Christian, I am now encountering no difficulties as God works in my and through me to bring about his will in my life.  I wonder how many people have spent their lives as I have, but have never come to experience the “rest” of God as described by the author of Hebrews:

“Therefore, while the promise of entering his rest still stands, let us fear lest any of you should seem to have failed to reach it.  For good news came to us just as to them, but the message they heard did not benefit them, because they were not untied by faith with those who listened.  For we who have believed ether that rest, as he has said, ‘As I swore in my wrath, they hey shall not enter my rest’ although his works were finished from the foundation of the world.  For he has somewhere spoken of the seventh day in this way: ‘And God rested on the seventh day from all his works.’ And again in this passage he said, ‘They shall not enter my rest.’  Since therefore it remains for some to enter i9t, and those who formerly received the good news failed to enter because of disobedience, again he appoints a certain day, ‘Today,’ saying through ‘David so long afterward, in those words already quoted, ‘Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts.’  For if Joshua had given them rest, God would not have spoken of another day later on.  So then, there remains a Sabbath rest for the people of God, for whoever has entered God’s rest has also rested from his works as God did from his” (Hebrews 4:1-8, ESV).

I remember my pastor, Dr. Jim Shaddix, preaching on God’s rest in his expository journey through Hebrews.  At the time, I asked him, specifically, why I had not felt this, “rest.”  Pastor Jim, as did I, was operating out of the assumption that I was a Christian.  He didn’t know why.  After my first suicide attempt with him as my pastor, he recommended I see Larry Loser, a Discipleship Counselor with Exchanged Life Ministries.  It wasn’t until after my second suicide attempt that I decided to check Larry out.  It was during my praying “the Selfer’s Prayer, that I realized that I most likely wasn’t true Christian.  The Selfer’s Prayer is for those who have already prayed to accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior, but not allowing him to be Lord, attempted to live their Christian life on their own accord.  I prayed it.  Will you?

Dear Father,

Thank you for delivering me from life in Adam and placing me in Christ Jesus.  I confess that I have been a selfer and a total failure in and of myself.  I have been struggling to live the Christian life out of my own resources.  I admit that I have been trying to get my needs met through people, achievements, and possessions.   I now give up on my self-sufficiency and do hereby commit my life unconditionally into Your hands.  I give up all my rights and expectations, and give You permission to make me into the kind of person You want me to be.  I believe Your Word and that I have been crucified with Christ, and have been buried and raised with Him into newness of life.  I claim resurrection life as my life.  I have been raised into the heavenly places and I believe that I now am seated at the right hand of the Father.  I choose as an act of my will to claim that Christ is my life, my power, and my identity.  I thank You that my identification with Christ makes me totally acceptable, and that all my need is met by Christ Jesus.  I choose to believe these truths regardless of my circumstances, and I trust You to make this real in my experience in Your timing.  I yield myself totally to the indwelling Christ for obedience.  Do with me whatever You choose.  Glorify and manifest Your Son in my life.

In His Identity,

Cari Ross

Imagine heaven.  Imagine hell.  Imagine living your entire life thinking you were a saved Christian, only to end up facing hell for eternity.  Now imagine God intersecting with your life in a way to show you how wrong you are.  If I was not a Christian, I was a hypocrite.  I was someone acting like someone I truly wasn’t.  As my pastor, Dr. Jim Shaddix, preached recently, the difference between a Christian and a hypocrite is heaven and hell.

Do you consider yourself a Christian?  If so, are you still attempting to live the Christian life on your own accord, out of your own resources?  If so, I beg you to examine yourself, and to ask God if you truly are saved.  If you need to pray the prayer, above, substituting your name for mine, I strongly urge you to do so.

References

Bouvier, J,.  (1856).  A Law Dictionary: Adapted to the constitution and laws of the United States of America and the several states of the American Union.  Retrieved from http://www.constitution.org/bouv/bouvier_j.htm on September 9, 2011.

Merriam-Webster, Inc. (2011).  Incarnation.  Retrieved from http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/incarnation on September 9, 2011.

Slick, M. J. (2011).  Justification and sanctification:  What is the difference?  Retrieved from http://carm.org/justification-and-sanctification on September 9, 2011.

God uses reason

I am taking a course in Ethics, a philosophy course at University of Phoenix Online.  Our professor's response to classmate's post was that "no one really uses reason."  I may agree with out professor in most human situations.  But praise God we have a God who uses reason (my response...).

I am thankful we have a God who uses reason.

In Isaiah 1:18-20 (ESV), God says, "Come now, let us reason together, says the LORD:  though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool.  If you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land, but if you refuse and rebel, you shall be eaten by the sword; for the mouth of the LORD has spoken."

I was not around in the day of Isaiah, but if I was given that lesson in reason, I hope I would have chosen obedience over rebellion.  I know God still is reasonable, and has rules which he still wants us to obey.  I chose rebellion in my earlier adult years, and reaped havoc on my life instead of "the good of the land," but I turned from  my rebellious ways, and am now being blessed by God.  God does not do a bait and switch.  If he says he will reward obedience and punish disobedience, he will.  I wish my mom had always been as black and white as that.  However, she was always changing the rules.

This passage in Isaiah falls after God asks: "When you come to appear before me, who has required of you this trampling of my courts?" (Isaiah 1:12, ESV).  He goes on to describe the rituals that were performed that he did not like.  He said, "Bring no more vain offerings; incense is an abomination to me.  New moon and Sabbath and the calling of convocations -- I can not endure iniquity and solemn assembly.  Your new moons and your appointed feasts my soul hates; they have become a burden to me; I am weary of bearing them."  (Isaiah 1:13-14, ESV).  He describes their evil, and reasons with them to start doing good, even giving examples of what "good" looks like:  "When you spread out your hands, I will hide my eyes from you; even though you make many prayers, I will not listen; your hands are full of blood.  Wash yourselves; make yourselves clean; remove the evil of your deeds from before my eyes; cease to do evil, learn to do good; seek justice, correct oppression; bring justice to the fatherless, plead the widow's cause" (Isaiah 1:15-17, ESV).


God uses reason.  Obedience is rewarded, and evil isn't.

However, our obedience is rewarded in heaven, not here on earth. It is something we do not fully partake of until eternity, after our mortal bodies pass away. Many people expect a Christian life to be perfect here on earth.  They are subscribing to lies.  A Christian suffers here, for a reward in heaven.   "Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted, while evil people and impostors will go on from bad to worse, deceiving and being deceived" (2 Timothy 3:12-13, ESV).  We can play this game to win, here.  But "what does it profit a man to gain the whole world, and forfeit his soul?" (Mark 8:36, ESV).  Luke says it differently:  "What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and lose or forfeit his very self?"  (Luke 9:25, ESV).

Why jeopardize your true self for the gratification of our "earth suit" or body?   Why assume that the short time we have to spend on this earth is all the time there is?  Why not look to the eternal?

The Bible says, "Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal.  For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also" (Matthew 6:19-21, ESV).  I would rather have God's reward in the parallel universe in which everything happens according to his will than any reward in this parallel universe that chose to falsely accuse and kill him when he came to the very people he said he'd come to.  What about you?



Sunday, August 28, 2011

Republicans for reelecting Obama

I don't know him. I didn't vote for him. I do know Barack Obama is in the position he is only because God gave him the authority he now has. David was anointed the next king of Israel while Saul and successory son Jonathan were still alive.  Even though David knew the Lord delivered Saul into his hand in a cave, David dared not take the life of God's anointed and cut off only a corner of Saul's robe to prove to Saul he meant no harm to Saul's throne. I am a Republican, but I can't understand why other Republicans were already campaigning against Obama for 2012 when he had just won the 2008 election.

When I examine Obama's presidency, how he is able to maintain his composure in the face of a crumbling capitalistic system by which the economic status of his country was downgraded despite his efforts and bipartisan encouragement, I can only thank God for him. When I examine Obama walking through the disaster-swept areas of this nation with his tie off and sleeves rolled up, looking ready to lend a hand chance he be asked to do so by a struggling homeowner examining what was once the site of his home, I can only praise God for him.

If Obama had done something terribly wrong in his presidency, I may have had another opinion of him, but in his words and actions I can find no wrong.  The old adage says, "if it ain't broke, don't fix it."

Why not reelect Barack Obama and see what more he can do to help this nation?  I don't know him, but I do pray for him.  I didn't vote for him, but I will!

Friday, August 19, 2011

Forgetting what lies behind

In Philippians 3, Paul encourages us:  "forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 3:13b-14, ESV).

Forgetting what lies behind, for me, does not come naturally.  I have invested a lot of energy into dwelling on the past, good or bad.  But I am all but free.  I have been enslaved inside of me by dwelling on the choices I made, good or bad.  But I long for this upward call that Paul mentions.

Paul's past is exemplary, for the most part.  He attests, and rightly so, that he has "reason for confidence in the flesh"(Philippians 3:4, ESV).  "If anyone else thinks he has reason for confidence in the flesh," Paul explains, "I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee, as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law, blameless."

Paul had all these things to claim about himself.  "But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ.  Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.  For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God that depends on faith-- that I may know him and the power of his resurrection and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, that by any means possible I may attain resurrection from the dead" (Philippians 3:7-11, ESV).

I had a difficult life.  I have suffered greatly.  But some of my suffering was based on the bad choices I made.  I marvel at how Jesus has been able to work in my life through my sufferings, and so, I find it difficult to forget what was done by him in case I may need to learn again from past mistakes.  However, Paul encourages us to forget about the past.  If I ignore his encouragement, and continue to hold on to my past, good or bad, how am I to be able to deny myself, and take up my cross daily, and follow Jesus (Luke 9:23, ESV)?  How am I to suffer for Christ, if I can't let go of the sufferings of my past that came as a result of disobedience?

I choose now to let go of my past.  I started this blog as a way to reflect on my past, partly to rant about it and partly to share what God has done.  However, I choose to look to what God has for me in the future.  I will write only about what God is doing in my life.  May I constantly be looking for his work in my life and the effects thereof.  May I "press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 3:14, ESV).

Monday, August 8, 2011

Who is Jesus?

I ask this question a lot:  Who is Jesus?

I hear many answers back.

Many say Jesus was a wise man.  Many say he was a good teacher.  Some say he was God's son.  Few, though, say that he is God.

I am learning that not everyone who believes in Jesus believes the same thing about him.  To me, he was, is, and will always be God.  My pastor retold something he heard:  God is the only God who will ever be.  Jesus is he only God you will ever see.  The Holy Spirit is the only God you will ever feel.

So how does Jesus be God the Father while being God's son on earth?  This, I still, at times, struggle with.  I'm glad Jesus doesn't.  I may never fully understand it, but I know all he requires of me is my faith.  He'll fill in the understanding.

The first time I asked someone, "Who is Jesus?" I had just come out of my second floor condo, and saw a lady passing by.  "Who is Jesus," I yelled down to her.  "He's my Lord and Savior."  Mine, too.

Who is Jesus, to you?

Philip Prayer


Dear Jesus,

This prayer is based on Acts 8:26-40.

 26 Now an angel of the Lord said to Philip, “Rise and go toward the south to the road that goes down from Jerusalem to Gaza.” This is a desert place. 27 And he rose and went.

Philip obeyed, immediately, an angel of the Lord.  Scripture says, “And he rose and went.”  Lord, may I grow to be able to immediately obey you. May I be able to do so without concern.  May my whole life focus be on you, and may I not have any other concerns, but to be able to go where you want me to go and do what it is you want me to do.

27b And here was an Ethiopian, a eunuch, a court official of Candace, queen of the Ethiopians, who was in charge of all her treasure.  He had come to Jerusalem to worship 28 and was returning, seated in his chariot, and he was reading the prophet Isaiah.

Lord, may even my travels be focused on you.  As I ride the bus or the lite rail, may my reading be of your word.  May my conversation be such that it points others to you.

29 And the Spirit said to Philip, “Go over and join this chariot.” 30 So Philip ran to him and heard him reading Isaiah the prophet and asked, “Do you understand what you are reading?”

When I see others reading your word or speaking your word or of your word, help me to respond with boldness to question the level of their understanding.

31 And he said, “How can I, unless someone guides me?” And he invited Philip to come up and sit with him.

If I am asked for help in understanding, help me to be able to do so without concern of being late to my destination, but to be able to take the time to sit with them and discuss your word.

 32 Now the passage of the Scripture that he was reading was this “Like a sheep he was led to the slaughter and like a lamb before is shearer is silent, so he opens not his mouth.  33 In his humiliation justice was denied him.  Who can describe his generation? For his life is taken away from the earth.” 34 And the eunuch said to Philip, “About whom, I ask you, does the prophet say this, about himself or about someone else?” 35 Then Philip opened his mouth, and beginning with this Scripture he told him the good news about Jesus.

Philip, beginning with the very Scripture read, was able to tell the good news about Jesus. Help me to be able to do the same, from any Scripture in your word.

36 And as they were going along the road they came to some water, and the eunuch said, “See, here is water! What prevents me from being baptized?”

It is evident from the eunuch’s response that the good news about Jesus included baptism.  Please help me to be able to know how to tell about your good news in a way that incorporates baptism. 

38 And he commanded the chariot to stop, and they both went down into the water, Philip and the eunuch, and he baptized him. 39 And when they came up out of the water, the Spirit of the Lord carried Philip away, and the eunuch saw him no more, and went on his way rejoicing.

There was enough water for Philip and the eunuch to “come up out of.”   This is 
evidence that the eunuch’s baptism was by submersion.   Please help me to be able to relate to people the necessity for baptism by submersion (flood).
The Spirit of the Lord carried Philip away after he had finished with the eunuch, and the eunuch went on his way rejoicing.  Lord, if this happens to me, please send someone to care for my cats!

40 But Philip found himself at Azotus, and as he passed through he preached the gospel to all the towns until he came to Caesarea.

Lord, please give me the words to say and the stamina to do as Philip did, to 
preach the gospel without ceasing.

Thank you for hearing my prayer.

Cari.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Are you void of voids?

While I am not always feeling loved, I know that I am loved.  However, if I don't feel loved, I tend not to remind myself that I am loved, which leaves me feeling even more unloved and not knowing that I am loved (vicious cycle, I know...I wish I was the only one in this predicament, if anyone has to be in this predicament, but I know, in a world this size, I'm not alone in this cycle).

God, making us in his image, after his likeness, gave us certain relationship-shaped voids which need to be filled with love.  There is the God-sized and -shaped void that only he and his love can fill (one can wonder if God has us-sized and -shaped voids that only we and our love can fill).  There are voids that are sized and shaped like our mother or father.  Regardless of whether one or both of those positions is presently occupied, we still have those voids. If we have siblings, we may have brother- or sister-shaped voids.  Even if we don't have siblings, we may have desires for them, which will create those voids.

God is the only one who can fill all of our voids, no matter their size and shape.  He said he would be the father to the fatherless and the husband to the widow (whether he also is the wife to the widower and the mother to the motherless, I am uncertain, but I would presume he could very well fill those voids, too, based on a scripture passage I will shortly share).  Even though we may have family-shaped voids, Jesus ("God in a bod") did say, “If anyone comes to me and does not hate his own father and mother and wife and children and brothers and sisters, yes, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple" (Luke 14:26, ESV).

While we are to honor our father and mother (Exodus 20:12, Deuteronomy 5:16), we are to hate them if we desire to serve God.  There can be no one or no thing in his way.  We are also to hate ourselves.  Jesus tells us that for him to be our "all," all of our voids, even our "me-sized-void," need to be filled by him.  If we come to him, yet continue to put anyone or anything in the voids he intended to fill, he will show us his God-sized jealousy and eliminate, somehow, that which occupies the voids he intended to fill.  It would certainly hurt us and God a lot less if we simply invited him in to fill our voids, having first emptied them.

However, many of us don't realize we need to empty those voids until we are met by the one ultimately intended to fill them:  Jesus said, "Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me" (Revelation 3:20, ESV).  We don't even have to go out searching for God.  We just have to go to the door of our heart and open it.  But what happens when he finds no room inside?  What if we have filled even his God-sized void with something not of God?  God forbid we've done so, as that would be idolatry.

But many times we border on or outright commit idolatry without even realizing we do so.  If God knocks, and we open the door, there may be some need to rearrange or remove the furniture, or even some guests, especially if they're occupying his assigned space.  Whether that rearranging or removing requires a wheel barrow or a U-Haul or a fleet of U-Hauls is of no matter to God.  What matters is that he will help us make room when we are ready to part with that which already fills us up.  Then, he will fill us up until we are able to say to him and him to us, "Mi casa es su casa (formal)," or even better, "Mi casa es tu casa (familiar)."

While I understand voids well, most of my life I have tried to substitute something or someone "not-God" for a void emptied by the original person who filled it.  My mom and brother overtly rejected and abandoned me by walking away, while my dad and daughter covertly rejected and abandoned me by dying.  Feeling the need for a mom and dad and brother and daughter, I have sought out and unsuccessfully attempted to fill those voids with other human beings.  While I have come to the realization that God wants to fill those voids for me, I still get frustrated with those human beings I've tried to use as substitutions, feeling overtly or covertly rejected by, and, in turn, unloved by them.

Yet God wants to be my all.  He wants to look in me and see him.  He wants to see every void of mine filled by his presence, to the point I am void of voids.  He wants the same for you.  I might be better off than you, because all of my original void-fillers have already removed themselves or been removed.  But until I stop trying to fill my voids with "not-God" surrogates, I will continue to feel unloved.

The love I need--we all need--is God's.  Once we have God's love, we can give God's love.  God's love overflows without ever needing replenishing.  Our love empties and can only be replenished by God's love.  Our love is limited and finite.  God's love is abundant and infinite.  We can exhaust our resources, should we attempt to give from them, and become burnt out.  Yet God's love never burns out.

I realize this now, having exhausted many people of their resources.  I am sorry it took so long for me to figure this out, and even longer to apply it.  If you are reading this blog, and are one of the human beings my void-filling attempts have exhausted, please do accept my sincere apology.  And, should I exhibit a poor memory and begin to look to you, again, to fill my voids, please do gently remind me that you can't, but God can. And if he can do it for me, he can also do it for you.